I’m Back!

I join a lot of groups on Facebook for a short time. I like different viewpoints. Two things determine whether I will stick around longer. One is whether or not the people are friendly and open-minded. The other is whether or not the topics discussed are broad. In some groups, they fall into a pattern of discussing two sides of one issue over and over and over. I don’t have time for that nonsense. They are usually topics like whether or not God exists, which can’t be answered by anyone definitively yet and might never be. Or they’re a hot button topic like abortion, which I don’t enjoy repeatedly discussing.

I guess I also feel like I have a relatively short time on this planet and I could spend it rehashing the same things over and again, or I could learn about a wide variety of things and get busy making memories with loved ones. If others enjoy doing the same thing every day, all the power to them. I just end up feeling like I’m stuck in a time loop and not progressing on my goals.

Dreams only come true if you work on them.

My current read, Origin Story by David Christian, is a fascinating one. I’ve hit the point of the book where it talks about Laniakea.

Science is fucking awesome!

And life is too.

I feel more alive than I have in a very long time. Also more like the me I knew before the crappy things became too much of my life. More like a grown up version of the goth girl I was in high school before some people tried to change who I am. It may have taken awhile, but their plan failed. The sad thing is that most of my friends in Ottawa have never fully seen part of me because I was lost for a bit. And by a bit, I mean nearly 20 years.

Don’t let people change you. New knowledge and continuous self improvement are worthwhile ways to change yourself, but other people don’t know what they’re doing in their own lives most of the time, so just do you. Also, there are a lot more people out there, unfortunately, who would rather see people fail because they think life is a competition with others, when it’s really a competition with the self.


  • Bathroom: Not Started
  • Paper: 79 pieces


No change here yet.

  • R. Card: 59.6%
  • S. Card: 38.5%
  • Student Loan: 7.76%
  • Savings: TBD


Body wise, I’m a little frustrated right now. It’s hard to lose weight when you can’t be as mobile. It’s probably time I busted out my OYO Portable Gym and try the 10 week challenge. It’s 3 days at about 15 minutes each. I might not make it through 4 repetitions, but at least I can feel like I’m doing something. I read that as long as I keep my heel on the floor and don’t smash my toe again, I should be able to do some things like rowing, elliptical, and cycling. I’m not sure what to do about the warm up, but maybe in a chair, I will be okay.

I’m not sure when I’ll start this, but perhaps on Friday. Then I’ll be almost done by the time NaNoWriMo starts. Yep, it’s almost time to think about that. Halloween first though.


  • Charlie et la Chocolaterie: 9/30


I moved my piano so that I can just swivel around from my desk to it. My current musical idol, Viktoriya Yermolyeva, has a similar thing going on. You can find her channel here. It’s more comfortable like this. I can play for an hour easily when my bum isn’t sore.

I leave piano lessons so energized! I can’t wait for the next one πŸ™‚

  • Memorize: Let It Be – Super close on memorization. I ended up trying it on almost every sound type in my keyboard as I was exploring sounds that may be good to distort πŸ˜€
  • Learn: Downtown Abbey – Getting better.
  • Learn: Smells Like Teen Spirit – Piano power chords will be helpful to know.
  • Practice: C Scale – Getting better.


Okay, the book had to be renamed as Josy no longer has anything to do with being a Page, because that was just unworkable. I’ve made her a kind of regular office worker as I think that is quite relate-able. I don’t plan on talking about her job a lot anyway. Well, not her first position anyway πŸ˜‰

  • The Spark: 72,259/80,000